uneasy

    There are so many holidays comming up!Don't get me wrong,I love all of them. It's just alot of them in a row. I feel bad for the ones who are feeling lonesome or down. I have been there. The holidays are the worst for that.Just one of those things that we all have to overcome and adapt to eventually. I want to write this blog for those who are feeling uneasy,sad,down,confused,and just down right pissed off.

    I wan't you to know you are not alone.Your probably around others that feel exactly like you every day. Of course, you cant itell. Everybody wears a mask. That is one of the reasons that people like you feel so dam bad around the holidays,because everybody seems so happy. Now I know what your thinking. What the hell does he mean people like you?I mean the people that have not had the time to the loss of a companion go. Someone who just hasn't fully got the bitter feelings that comes with the loss of a job,relationships, or any of those miserable feeling plights.

    Well that was me too. I was there at one time,and I know all about the pain,heartache, and desperation you can feel. Let me just make one thing absolutely clear. IT WILL PASS!! The feelings you are having during the mass application of sales to our American Families(Holidays)is exactly that. Feelings. Once, I broke my shoulder. Man that was the worst feeling I ever had.I literally had to sit around the house for four months with this depression and pain. I couldn't play with my newborn like I wanted. Let's be honest, I couldn't do shit. I felt like it too.Eventually my wife left me for another man,then the feelings really started to hurt. That's why I can relate.

    I wanted to get an early jump on talking to all of my people out there that have had similiar situations.Wether it be a woman,a man, or a death.  Please remember one thing. You've got a friend in me .I can be the one you speak to when your down. I can guide you through the darkness and help you see the light. For one you are unique. You are the only you. That is something to be proud of.Sure things may not always go or feel the way we want,but we have each other,and that is what is so beautiful about us.That's what makes the holidays beautiful. Knowing that if you want,you could get on the internet and spill it all out. That's what I did. I went through three years of darkness,then I finally found an outlet. A place where there was no judgement,no bad feelings. It was a place of freedom,enlightenment,and friendship.You will have that here.

    I started this blog to be a friend. To help out,not just in matters of politics or government. I also want to reach out to those who need touched. So if your reading this,please let me touch your heart. Let me tell your mind that these feelings are just temporary obstacles on your journey back to happiness.I know it seems like that's impossible.It's just a state of mind. I know that if you really want to be happy, the help and the steps are there. Starting right here. I'm no doctor or anything like that,but I was a fellow sad,depressed,feeling like there is no reason for tomorrow type person.If I can lift myself up,and become somewhat of a happy person,than so can you.

    In closing tonight.I just want to say. Wherever you are,whoever you are,what ever problem has made you feel down. Please just take one day(I know this won't be easy) get yourself a pumpkin
and remember your best Halloween ever. Carve,or draw that pumpkin the best that you can. Put it somewhere that you can see it each day. Everytime you look at it think about taking your happiness back.If you start early with a small holiday like Halloween,then it will make the rest of these mass sales pitches(I'm sorry holidays) much easier to handle. 

    It is time to overcome and adapt! Now is your time to shine. Please don't forget if you need anything you've got a friend in me.

    Happy Holidays...